the journey of Self discovery...

the journey of Self discovery...

My name is Silvia. Born and raised as a 90´s child with no siblings, in the Middle of Germany. Challenged by traumatic school experiences, heartbreak, feelings of being misunderstood and depressed, as well as real-world- jobs in finances and a hotel, god became my all-time-anchor

 

Through nature, art, music, animals and varying spiritual practices, the connection deepened over the years. The burden of living as a highly sensitive person and empath, reavealed itself more and more as the gift it is.

 

Intuitive insights are received through spontaneous feelings, dreams and partly visions. They are the base of and intention behind my art, photography, videographic storytelling, energy work, music and this website. All of which are implemented through self-study.

... from confusion

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... from confusion...

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... from confusion...

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The systems of the world, made no sense to me. Every one of it´s limited roles required me to suppress a part of my conscience, inner nature and therewith happiness.

Yet I had no choice but using the tools of the worldly thought-systems. For they were all I learned. Trying to rebel against them with their ways, was like trying to escape a hamster wheel, by running faster. And forcing myself to fit the role of the hamster, ended in a constant emotional state of anxiety, anger and conflict.

All the while knowing in the depth of my heart there had to be another way… There had to be a bigger picture!

an eye -opening allegory

The movie „ Divergent“.  Society is divided into five Factions, which are based on human virtues. At age 16 a test tells them what they are best suited for. Not fitting into one means becoming Factionless, who exist without status and privilege. Those that fit more or all Factions, are the Divergent. They are less likely to be controlled, because they think independently. This is considered a threat to the government and society, so they get hunt down. Later it is revealed that this „society“ was a test program and the Divergent were the hoped for solution for the future of humanity.

an eye -opening allegory ↴

The movie „ Divergent“.  Society is divided into five Factions, which are based on human virtues. At age 16 a test tells them what they are best suited for. Not fitting into one means becoming Factionless, who exist without status and privilege. Those that fit more or all Factions, are the Divergent. They are less likely to be controlled, because they think independently. This is considered a threat to the government and society, so they get hunt down. Later it is revealed that this „society“ was a test program and the Divergent were the hoped for solution for the future of humanity.

... to understanding ...

... to understanding

In our world, the „Factionless / Divergent“ often experience the popular, modern term „Depression / Burn-Out“. The characteristic lack of joy, passion and energy are the symptoms of holding on to roles, one did outgrow. If we look at this situation through the lense of the world-thought-systems (that invented these terms), it seems as if our environment or ourselves need to be “fixed“. That´s because these thought-systems are not designed to put themselves into question or let us walk on paths outside of their structures. In truth, Depression and Burn-Out are nothing but a wake-up call to do exactly that!

 

Though some paths are more direct while others take some roundabouts, all paths and roles are valid – mainstream and spiritual! Unaware or aware, every being on earth initially comes here to walk towards the same outcome. A healing of the mind towards love.

 

Through this, we can experience how the world changes and the own, unique path unfolds, as it’s supposed to – beyond any systems or roles. Naturally the right actions happen from the right thoughts and feelings. And the right thoughts and feelings come from the right mind.

 

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... to love

... to love

Which mind do I listen to?

mind    ( mʌɪnd )

noun

 

the element of a person that enables them to be aware of the world and their experiences, to think, and to feel; the faculty of consciousness and thought.

  

Oxford Languages –

either or

the mind of the person / the ego

It is a consciousness, but very limited in it’s perception, as it is a product of circumstances, what it experienced and learned in the past. As a made up construct, it is weak and unstable, always changing, separated from it’s environment and only as real as it’s believed in. Occasionally this leads to short episodes of excitement and pleasure, but always ends in judgement, drama, conflict, negativity, chaos, doubt and anger. It seeks to control and gain power over everyone´s free will. With fear, pain and guilt it tries to prevent from being detected and questioned. It can only be identified with, when it remains hidden. Without the identification it ceases to exist. The roles of the  “Winner” and “Abuser” or the “Victim” are used equally . It can be referred to as „ the body“ or „Illusion“.

the mind of the heart

In it’s essence it is formless, intelligent love. As an unchanging field of eternal life force, energy, light and one-consciousness. It is perfect, whole and always accessible to everyone, independent of belief system, social background and past. It is the root of our existence and what everyone of us unchangeably is. In that we find everyone and everything included, as there is only this infinite one. This sounds like a nightmare to the ego, yet it is always joy, peace, unity, love, trust, forgiveness and order. It always gives all of itself, always creating and expanding, always free, always gentle. It can be referred to as „ the soul“ or „truth“. It is beyond concepts and only truly understood, when it is experienced- it is experienced, when it is allowed to.

Despite the seeming complexity of earth life in it’s endless facets,
and trying to describe the indescribable;

 

the purpose of earth comes down to wake up in alignment
with the mind of the heart

… and to feel with it.

This is a lifelong, daily, moment by moment choice, that we all make.

In it’s essence, this Website and the tools are a reminder that we have an actual choice and the power and birthright to choose. 

This is a lifelong, daily, moment by moment choice, that we all make.

 

In it’s essence, this website and the tools are a reminder that we have an actual choice and the power and birthright to choose.

"Through the eyes of the world-thought-systems it does not always look dignified, nor happy, but the greatest gift we can give each other, is allowing to be reminded of what we truly are."

with love always, Silvia

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